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I close my eyes and listen to the show. I chuckle when Cas beats up dean.

I find myself half wake watching the show, i dont know why i would be tired though. i have a beautiful girl in my arms and we r watching supernatural, but i can feel myself slowly drift off to sleep

I look over at him and can tell he's tired. I snuggle up against him.

i wake up alittle when she nuzzles against me. i sit up kick my shoes up and lay down on the couch.

I yawned. "Ethan.... I missed this so much..." I said sleepily.

"Me too", *yawns back*, pulls you tighter and nuzzles my face against you. Closes eyes and tries to sleep.

Drifts off too sleep. I start dreaming.

Kisses your head and falls asleep a swell

My dreams... They are always dark and unwelcoming. This time was different.. I was chained. Links wrapped around my wrists and connected to a wall. My clothes were torn, my skin caked with blood. There was someone on the other side of the room, which was lit by torches. A guy.... His figure cloaked in darkness.. I crieff for help, and the figure lifted his head. Elongated fangs glinted in the firelight, and icy blue eyes started back at me. I woke up, gasping for air.

i feel Jinx jump im my arms. "hey shhhh its was just a dream, its ok, its ok"I pull her alittle tighter to me.

I looked around, still freaked out. The guy had been Ethan. And he had been what.... A vampire? I looked at him, catching my breath. "you... I mean.. Oh my gosh." I curled up closer to him, trying to calm down.

"Me?, i wouldn't ever hurt you", i could fell her still tense in my arms. I started to stroke her hair to try and calm her down. I laid my heard down on hers and kissed it. Her hair was so soft and curly. I love it.

I still clung to him. The dream had portrayed that he was a vampire too. But that was impossible. I would be able to tell he was. Yea, my vampirism was still an emotional problem for me. My dreams were usually full of dark nights, fangs sinking into my neck as the boy I thought I loved tried to drain me of the only thing that kept me alive... My blood. I shivered.

I pulled her tightly against my chest. I kept rubbing her hair and resting my head on her. I slowly reach down and lifted up her face so i could see it better. I leaned in and kissed her noes and laid my fore head against her's.

With me being so emotionally unstable, him being so close mad me want him SO bad... He smelled amazing, and he was holding me so tightly against him. Did he have feeling for me that no normal friend should be having? Lord knows I did... I moved slightly forward, my lips already parted from my hard breathing. So close.. But I couldnt go any further.

I felt sooooo much for her, more then i have for any other person i ever had. I moved my hand to the back of her neck and leaned even closer just inches from her. Then i kissed her.

Heat filled me and I met his kiss urgently. Id thought about this kiss so many times... But he had been so far away. I wrapped my arms around his neck, manuvering so he was sitting normally and I was facing him, straddling his lap.

i leaned hard into the kiss. I slowly move my hands onto her back and pulled her into me more. i began to part my lips slowly and meaning fully.

My lips parted with his, the kiss becoming deeper and more emotional. Suddenly, I found it very hard to control my hunger. I could smell him... But this time it wasn't just his skin or clothes.. It was the scarlet liquid flowing through his veins. I tensed a little.

I felt her tense in my arms. I stop and ask wide eyed, "Did I do something wrong"? I slowly drop my hand from her back down to my sides. I could just tell by looking into her eyes something was off. I could see how stiff and ridged she was.

"No... It wasn't you.." It was becoming harder. I bite my lip hard, drawing blood and I leaped off of him, backing up against the wall. "You aren't safe..." I mumbled, covering my mouth, trying to control my fangs. I hadn't experienced hunger like this since I was first turned.

"What do you mean silly?", I looked at her like she is crazy. I watch her turn very pale and dark. I start to get abit worried, i wonder if she is sick or something. I get up and go over to her. "I'm sorry if i did do something wrong I'll stop i promise, please believe me i would never hurt you and if you tell me no i will except it".

I shy away from him. "No... Its not you Im scared of... It's myself. Well.... the other part of me" I walked a few steps, my back to him. "You didn't do anything wrong. In fact, you did everything right.." I sighed, wrapping my arms around myself. "It's complicated...." My fangs were still crying to emerge, but I held them back.

"What are you talking about, the other part of you, your not making any sense", I looked at her with my eyes full of concern. I took another step toward her. I gave her a halve smile and kept trying to get closer.

I was silent for a moment. Well... It was time to tell SOMEONE... And that someone was him. "Remember when you asked about my boyfriend and I got really... Well closed up and nervous?" He moved closer and my fangs slid out and cut my lip. I put both of my hands up at my mouth, staying with my back towards him.